My Valentine Song "I Only Have Eyes for You" by the Flamingos

Really miss abg. Rindu sangat..

Communication Breakdown

Dear Abang

Dah 16 hari berlalu dari last Abg tepon Nia. Dah 4 malam Nia susah nak tido sampai waktu berhantu jam 2 pagi. Semalam lak tengah hujan lebat, tiba-tiba nangis 2 jam sebab sedih sangat. Pagi ni pegi keja mata bengkak dan sepet terpaksa bubuh pewarna coklat hitam supaya bos dan kawan-kawan tak perasan. Nasib baik takda yang perasan. Berat tinggal 45 kg... Hmm.. bagus gak dah kurus :-)

Nia tepon opis abg, diorang kata abg masi tengah bercuti...

Nia tak tahu berapa ari cuti abg :(

Mengapa la abg tak nak berhenpon??? Abg tak suka Nia mesej abg? Nia dah fed-up dengan mainan perasaan. Fed-up sebab abg je yang boleh tepon Nia, bila suka hati abg. Macam ada sesuatu yang abg sembunyikan dari Nia. Sori, tapi itu la yang Nia rasa and I am always right.

I don't want to complaint. I want to stay cool. Cari menda lain untuk fikir.

I don't want to look for you because sometimes I feel

you don't want me to look for you.

I only worry if something bad happen to you and I don't know

because no one else can tell me if something bad happen to you. Palis-palis.

If you don't want me, just tell me. I can take it. Silence will hurt me more.

I have a handphone, but I can't text abg coz' abg don't have

a handphone for many many months already.

I only received messages from other men from the

net I don't really want to reply.

Sometimes I feel like I just want to switch off the

handphone - geram sangat.

Long distance communication is hard for both of us.

Maybe abg dah nak give-up.

My Twin Cousin's Wedding - Fri, 1 Feb 2008

Congratulations to my lovely cousin Nolley and her husband, Khairul on their recent wedding.

Khairul is a Brunei Malay muslim and is attached to the Royal Brunei Armed Forces. Quite a good looking guy. They look cute together. I am happy for my cousin. Hope she'll be happy with her husband and new religion. Kena pakai tudung hehe.. sebab orang pompuan dalam family Khairul suma pakai tudung.

Attended the wedding reception with my sister Nancy and my mother. Met all my uncles, aunties and cousins from my father side and Nolley's chinese relatives from her mother side. Her eldest brother, Ang Ku Chai (Frederick) has 3 children (2 girls and a boy), Alex still single but brought the girlfriend and Nelly (Nolley's twin and the talkative one) has 2 lovely little girls.

All my aunties and uncles were very happy to see my mom. Dah lama tak jumpa.

Nolley and Khairul are now back in Brunei. Wouldn't be seeing her for a long time. May God bless :-)