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Sunday:
Sunday was pretty good. My driving skill has improved (at least that’s what I feel la.. hehe). My eyes, brains, hands and feet now seemed coordinated and know what they should do and where they should be whilst on the road. Where I am supposed to look – that’s another problem. When my instructor says, “Look over your right. See if any car is coming”. I tend to have this panic attack and have my eyes looking all over the place. Macam juling saja :p. Luckily, the instructor helped me to watch traffic.

I realized that the only thing that is preventing my progress, other than the current unusual warm weather, is myself. Surprise kan? Believe me, I am my worst enemy. I am a very impatient person. I want to impress myself that I am a fast learner. This trait also makes me bore easily. I’m glad that Gracy and I took driving lessons together.

Monday:
Busy Monday as usual. Started making preparation for Ediwanto’s farewell party on Wednesday. He is our UiTM practical student who has become a dear friend to all of us for 6 months. Going to miss having him around the office.

Tuesday:
My boss acted pretty weird. Stressed about seeing our company lawyer maybe? My colleague joked that he is having his menopause. Hehehe.. funny.

Ya.. he was stressed a lot. He announced that I was to go with him to see the lawyer. I said, “Errmm.. but sir, don’t you think that it would be better if the accounts personnel came too? I don’t really know about this matter.” He frowned and scolded me accusing me of being timid in meeting people. I told him, “I am not declining to go see the lawyer with you, but don’t you think that our accounts personnel would be able to answer their questions about the money that the debtor owed us? I am just in the admin side. “ To which he replied suppressing his irritation, “Why you worry? I will be there to answer them.” Sure enough, I was right. He wasn’t able to provide answers to some of the lawyer’s questions. But luckily, at the last minute before leaving the office, he changed his mind and asked that I bring along the head of the accounts department. Sometime I don’t understand him la…

Wednesday:
Farewell party for Ediwanto. We ate KFC’s finger-linkin’ good chicken and danced the Poncho Poncho dance. This song can get you addicted like the Macarena hehee.. We had a great time.

This evening:
Having some thoughts about the “scars” in my life. Once in a while, I do have flashback of all the things that had happened to me but I just want to state here that I have never looked back and regretted any of them. It shaped the person who I am now. And I like the person that I turned out – a person of essence.

Nevertheless, I still have these words at the back of my mind, “Nothing good last forever”. It’s the opposite of “Happily-ever-after”. I don’t remember where and when I picked-up this line but time and time again, it seemed to have proven true. *Sigh*. I hope God will prove me wrong. I hope that I am a contented person towards the end of my life.

Cheers, good night everyone :)