Communication Breakdown

Dear Abang

Dah 16 hari berlalu dari last Abg tepon Nia. Dah 4 malam Nia susah nak tido sampai waktu berhantu jam 2 pagi. Semalam lak tengah hujan lebat, tiba-tiba nangis 2 jam sebab sedih sangat. Pagi ni pegi keja mata bengkak dan sepet terpaksa bubuh pewarna coklat hitam supaya bos dan kawan-kawan tak perasan. Nasib baik takda yang perasan. Berat tinggal 45 kg... Hmm.. bagus gak dah kurus :-)

Nia tepon opis abg, diorang kata abg masi tengah bercuti...

Nia tak tahu berapa ari cuti abg :(

Mengapa la abg tak nak berhenpon??? Abg tak suka Nia mesej abg? Nia dah fed-up dengan mainan perasaan. Fed-up sebab abg je yang boleh tepon Nia, bila suka hati abg. Macam ada sesuatu yang abg sembunyikan dari Nia. Sori, tapi itu la yang Nia rasa and I am always right.

I don't want to complaint. I want to stay cool. Cari menda lain untuk fikir.

I don't want to look for you because sometimes I feel

you don't want me to look for you.

I only worry if something bad happen to you and I don't know

because no one else can tell me if something bad happen to you. Palis-palis.

If you don't want me, just tell me. I can take it. Silence will hurt me more.

I have a handphone, but I can't text abg coz' abg don't have

a handphone for many many months already.

I only received messages from other men from the

net I don't really want to reply.

Sometimes I feel like I just want to switch off the

handphone - geram sangat.

Long distance communication is hard for both of us.

Maybe abg dah nak give-up.